training time~

start from 1 november 2010~i start my training at promenade hotel kota kinabalu~to finish my practical as a diploma in pastry art student...^^
at there i learn so many new thing..and get many new fren and new environment....in about 2 week till 3 week...i bcum their fren^^especially my luvly didie(fertyal)...kakak(carteny)...and abee(abidah)^^
eventhough many time i being scold by my Chef De Partie~but i know sumtim he teach me de thing is gud for me and is a new knowledge for me...~
such as use correct way to cream cake,make new chocolate decoration,how to make butter cake nice,how to make meringue to be nice..and so on..~but i just dont like the way he play wif me...especialy whn he beat me at my back...i just a gurl..not boy..~so plss...respect~

chong and evelyn last day practical at promenade hotel~

we like to play~but serious whn work...sumtim~

1,2,3,4,5,6....~

last day of chew work at promenade hotel..(at staff canteen)

eventhough 1 day i will finish my practical at pastry kitchen(promenade hotel)...i still wont 4gt u guys de^^cuz u all are my best memories when i practical at there...take care my workmate~i will miss u all~i will finish my practical at 31 of march..here i come~i hope i finish tis practical...u all will more be cooperate wif each other....to make sure the production and u guys will more comfortable whn work~muackss~

sick..

 my pill and medicine to cure my sickness

 my hand burn by burner

bloody bcuz of beat ppl...

haizxx...start from sunday...

my sickness start...mayb bcuz eat too much pineapple cookies when i training at promenade hotel...and so careless burn my hand...1st time...eventhough i no burn dao by oven oso...is so paiful...but now almost recover it...then turn my sore throat painful...cough cough cough...aiksss...T.T~~cough untill my stomach painful....yrstrday go see my cousin(doctor) at kepayan ridge thr...name kenson loriot clinic...^^if feel sick..go thr to see doctor lar..^^hope my sickness faster recover..then i can do my things...and go out at nite...^^and so miss yoyo staff too especially xiao bo....miss the time working wif them while part timer at YOYO^^

8 jan~b'day party

 frenz 4ever~

 buddy 4ever~

 hapy buffday to my 3 buddyz...alex guan gong,ai wen n nixon~

 action...XD

 gurl times~

i do de cake for them...oreo cream cheese cake~

today is alex,ai wen and nixon b'day party...actualy not their real b'day...

alex = 4 of jan, ai wen = 18 of jan, nixon = 23 of jan~

bcuz tis is 21 yr old b'day...so make it big in a small cute japan cafe names..."kirameki cafe"

early in the mornin,i goin ai wen hse and waiting to go star city to help decorate for 2nite b'day party...thn after decorate we go bck home and make preparation of bathing, dress up and get ready to go take cupcake and so on to kirameki cafe...2nite b4 we out...raining heavy and flooding...aikss~ but thnx GOD bcuz no flood as we think~

then we start their three b'day party on 7.45pm and pray for the food... that was me to pray for...)keke~after eat we start playing game and then 9.35pm we start sing b'day song and cut cake...thn 10pm sumthng we fnsh the party...eventhough the party got abit disapointed of sum1 attitude...but we still enjoy ourselves inside the event for them three^^thnx for everythng...

2day~7 jan~

i hate tis day~i hate myself...
1st tim i will argue with my workmate eventhough juz a small case to them...but gv me is a big case...
i hate ppl whn torture me...~(冤枉我)...
that why i sudenly feel will go beat tat person....~until my hand pulse burn from last nite is peeling...
cry.....reli feel angry...and them say my face oso turn red when they say me so...
i duno y tis few day sudenly so stress when heard those word....reli feel sensitive of it...eventhough is juz a jk from them...but i dont thnk so...~feel like i dont like play jk anymore while my age bcum old...duno is wat thing make me bcum like tat~eventhough juz a small kidding but i still will treat the thing seriously...>,<
2nite~going out for preparation of my 3 bez fren party...ai wen,alex guan,nixon~ ^^
we will open their b'day party on 2mrw nite at kirameki cafe(costume cafe)~wish everythng going smooth^^gambateh~

hapy b'day kim min gor^^❤

michelle babe n me♥

adui....not yt ready...bcuz michelle babe de bag gonna fall down le...

me, kim min gor(main character of the nite),n winnie jie(his luvly gf)...^^

dai gor zai lor kim min gor...muz shang shang seng seng lor....muz more siak siak jie jie lor...wuakkaka~^^yrstrday nite after work i go terminal 3 to countdown for kim min gor de b'day....^^❤

but when i reach ther....he oledy vry bi le....==adui....kelian de him.....bi dao muntah muntah so many....adui....~so many ppl come n celebrate wif gor gor o....hehe~wan take pic wif him oso hard o...adui...~but i oso hapy bcuz can sing 2 song in a time....and some ppl say me n winnie jie de sound look like twin whn sing^^hehe~thnx actualy....feel wan go sing k le....so miss to sing.....muahahaha.....~thn after that me,michelle babe and aii wen go out eat "xiao ye" at foh sang thr....kan lau mee...yum yum....^^almost 2am thn reach home....home sweet home....slp time....^^

Money money~

With money you can buy a house but not a home
With money you can buy a clock but not time
With money you can buy a bed but not sleep
With money you can buy a book but not knowledge
With money you can see a doctor but not good health
With money you can buy a position but not respect
With money you can buy blood but not life
With money you can buy sex but not love
With money you can buy a game but not happiness

This is the Chinese proverb that i have learned in my life.

Money in our daily life is very important.So, it is very important to manage your money properly, to ensure you don't get into debt, and to make sure it goes as far as it can. We should use money in proper way such as food, shelter, love, drinks, cloth, hairstyle, make-up,face wash and many physical thing that needed money to solve it. So, we should save the money from wasting the money on useless thing. Cloth,face,hairstyle,and many physical thing just a temporary for us. After death, all money will be gone together with the death people. So, we should appreciate our money for important usage of our life and for our future. We should not waste our money on something that not usage for us. In education, we should waste more money to get more knowledge in there and be a success person in the world. In physical life, we should save the money but not waste on buying new cloth because of the modern world change day per day, we should not waste on change hairstyle because another people also following modern world. We should be ourselves until the cloth really can't fit to our body day per day, until will get scold when go school or college because of hair too long then we go have a cut. Because of the environment change day per day, many people will get influence of the environment and change themselves because of the money. I born in a average family. But money make our family always argue with each other. My father don't have job then he also 1 month got 3 times go kudat for earn another income from our estate and my mom work as a account clerk and her salary not enough cover our house installment, car insurance, life insurance, education insurance, my college fee, my 2 brother school fee, daily meal, car oil, electricity, internet and telephone fee, and many more that needed many money. Then, i forced to go outside find part time job to help my mum cover the problem in our family. After, my younger brother finish his SPM, he also will come out do part time job for helping my mum. Money really important to our family, without money, my family really hard to continue survive and should save for more to let my both older parent can relax without wasting money at outside. But i am useless to do that, 1 month i can get RM150 for my daily life from my part time job salary and other will give my mum for other usage of our family problem. Part time work at night, morning have to study in ATI college. I hope I can quick finish my studies and open a small pastry cake house for future and earn more money for my parent retired day...~take care mummy....take care daddy...love you all....I know both of you already do many for our family daily uses. Is the time to let both of you to relax and let me, ah boy, and baby to earn money. We all love you. GOD blessing our family until forever. Money won't be a problem again for our future if us successes at our studies.

Girl's thinking

THIS IS THE EMAIL THAT MY FRIEND SEND IT TO ME...THIS MESSAGE IS IN CHINESE VERSION, AND I TRANSLATE IT INTO ENGLISH VERSION...MAYBE GOT A BIT WRONG TRANSLATE BUT ITS TRUE FOR ALL GIRL~....TO BOY~MUST UNDERSTAND WHAT GIRL THINKING WHEN TRULY LOVE A BOY~

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

Actually many boy don’t know, girl always get angry but crying like baby after turn over the boy.
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

Actually many boy don’t know, girl won’t really angry to the boy, because she really like him and care him.
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

Actually many boy don’t know, girl will only treat her boy friend “ngam cham”/ “lousy”,
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

And will only playing temper with the guy her like.
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

You must know that, if she really doesn’t like you, she will not care about you, and scare you do wrong things.
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

You must know that, if she really doesn’t like you, she will never anger at you and act like a baby to let you coax her,
在别人面前她都是淑女。

In front of other, she acts like ladies.
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

You must know that, if she doesn’t like you, you are simply not capable let her cry, even if the anger would not let her more than 2 days.
而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

All this is just because she likes you; all this is all because of you not enough care about her not enough understand about what she was thinking for you.
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

So, you and her often quarrel, and then you will think that her temper not good and she will think you not enough considerate her.
于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

So, you and her often cold with each other, then you think she don’t like you, and she will think you not care about her anymore.
于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

So, you and her often somehow miss each other, maybe passing with each other, is itself a kind of helplessness with sadness and happiness.

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

Because she likes you, so she occasionally gets angry at you, and she often act like a baby to you.
因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

Because she likes you, so she will mad at you;
而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

But partly because she likes you, she won’t angry at you for long time.
你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

You should know that, every girl’s heart is making from crystal, sparkling, but easy bumps shattered.
你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

You should know that, every girl is undefended, you been easy to break into her heart, when leave just will left hurt.
她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

She will never know, in this world there is no one who can make her easily cry,
因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

Because the boy she truly deserving to cry actually doesn’t want let her crying.
她会很矜持，

She will very restrained,
她会很骄傲，

She will very proud,
她会很冷淡，

She will very cool,
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

Her mouth always spoke you to leave, but heart still want you to stay beside her.
你了解女孩吗?

Did you really understand girl?
请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

Please open your ears, and please open your heart, go heard what her heart really wanted, but not hear from her mouth that duplicity.
她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

She will look at you turn around, then she also will follow you turn around, and actually she cry, but you can’t see it totally on her face.
如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；

If you really like her, please care her more;
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；

If you really like her, please treat her good;
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

If you really like her, please give her more space.
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

If you really like her, please go and listen to her inner voice, which was cry – please hug her.
在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

In love life, often got hurt between each other, this seems to be prove that their love vigorous with each other.
可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

However, love there is no person that who right or wrong;
爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

In love, there is not saying that you love me more or less than you.
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

You love her, she love you, which already is enough for each other.
不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

Don’t try to let each other get hurt; make each other more weak and sadness.
你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

You and her love one another, need warm, sweet that is joy of happiness, but not hurt.
不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，

Don’t use silent make cool war with each other, must give each other forgiveness,
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

And don’t cool with each other then leave away without saying anything to one another.
要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

You must know that, when you leave her, your eyes form fog, and her eyes suffused with tears.
越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

More silent, the deeper the war, this is cool war and is hurt to one another –
无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

No matter how to get one another back, those wounds have been there before and can’t wipe it away easily.
请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

Please have a hug with her, with your embrace to resolve thought of the sorrow and tears in her heart.
她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

She likes you, she will never reject your embrace, and she just will be afraid your cold turns over and become silent quiet.
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

Please always remember that, don’t declare war on those who love each other because of the cold war brought harm than you expected.
也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

And please remember that, as long as you like her, there is nothing that you can’t be accepted, as long as you liked her, liked her things totally.
那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

So all her little temper, all the bad temper and all the foul problems, in your eyes just she like act a baby in front you.
也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

And please remember that, she like you, she does not need you really turn around, because her mouth spoke nor is her truth.
她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。

She just wanted you pet her, want you to hold her hug her, even if there is no apologies.